Friday, December 5, 2008

sigh.

Yesterday I slept for 8 and a half hours after going 2 days without sleep.
I woke up this morning feeling quite literally like a brick.
I would rather not get out of bed but alas, I have school in a half hour and 6 hours of work after that.


It will take my mind off of things I suppose.

Yesterday was stupid. It was stupid.
On top of being an emotional wreck from trying to ignore everything about life here in Seattle that reminds me of Sam being here (which is um, EVERYTHING), two other people decided it was a good day to mess with my head as well, concerning other aspects of my life. I don't know what to think about anything anymore.

All I need is a mini fridge and I can lock myself in that closet I always brag about for a little while. No one can leave me or tell me things I don't understand while I'm in there.

Also, I am thankful for Brittany who forced me to shower and go out with her to some weird little Seattle filmmakers shindig with her last night. I ate cream puffs.


Now my computer keeps freaking out and telling me I have a virus, which I dont think is true. And it's time for school. Farewell.

1 comment:

Hollishillis said...

Just get through finals and then you can get normal sleep and try to get back to happy times. Sorry about Sam. FINALS ARE THE DEVIL. Hang in there!
...try to get some sleep...